It's been quite a while since I posted, but I'm still going strong. This morning I weighed in at 163.3. That's 30lbs since JAN 1!!! (YAY go me!) I did indeed hit my first GW of being 170 by my birthday but now I seem to be at a plateau....I have dropped to 161.9 but I keep bouncing back up. I don't know if it's from bloat or what, but I do know that it's been bugging me to kick my butt into gear I need to knuckle down and get serious again. I've slacked off on my running lately but I'm planning a comeback. I made myself a new set of resolutions to replace the ones I'd completed in Feb. so here goes....

• I will be below 150lbs as of MAY 31
• To achieve this I WILL run a MINIMUM of 20 min per night with a Minimum of 2hrs other cardio during the day.
• I will NOT eat more than 350cal per day.
• If I am weak and go over that limit I WILL burn off any excess with EXTRA cardio.
• I will start a toning exercise regimen as well, I want to be thin and beautiful not a skeleton. (Think Supermodel-skinny)

I know this will be hard but I WILL be strong and I WILL BE THIN! Oh, and one other bit of good news....For the first time since I was I think about 12yr old, I have a gap between my thighs!!!!! Not a big gap only about an 1/8 inch but it is there and I know if I stick to the plan it will get bigger.

I've also noticed that my appetite is getting smaller. as long as I don't have to watch people eat binge triggering foods right in front of me and then offer me some I can manage to fast or keep to my limit most of the day. The one exception is dinner with is always a big family affair here so I eat what I want then go for an "after dinner walk" to "make me feel better about the calories" and purge it all in the bathroom of the park by our house. My DH thinks I've stopped purging or if I haven't that I'm only purging once in a blue moon...I know he'd flip his shit if he found out it was a daily and sometime more than daily occurrence, but what he doesn't know won't make him stuff food down my throat and watch me like a hawk.

Be strong lovelies and we'll  all get thin together.